my identity is in Jesus Christ… you are a son… a daughter of a King of unlimited resources who Loves you SUPER-naturally. 
i have always had a deep sense of intuition… a gift… to see true good and evil… spiritual insight… all my years as a leader God never failed me… in those first 17 days walking in His Glory after He completely filled me with His Holy Spirit… Jesus made it absolutely clear HE was there… He gave me the strength… HE gave me the favor… HE protected me from the enemy… HE never left me…
i could always see inside a man… the heart is what i always sought… an acute ability to survive given to me by my Father from the very beginning. An ability to quickly adapt, operate deep within the enemies lines and be cut off from the norm… Jesus touched me at 8, but called me before i was in my mother’s womb. He is the Lover of my soul and He calls me His beloved… i’m a son of God. This is amazing to me.
i sense a need for people to listen… do you not see… can you not hear… is there not a shift of uneasiness… this feeling is one i use to get before missions… my instincts would seem to amplify and i got really serious and focused… as if the world become’s still… for many, many years i trained and i trained… 7 days a week. I never knew it was for a time such as this… I never knew the spiritual war going on in the heavenlies… if we could see these mighty angels of war fighting for us… wow? Would that shift our attitude?
Father took me to the book of Esther the other night as i was in prayer… recalled to me a memory of when i first read this book… when she got told her people were about to be destroyed and the Spirit inside me flooded my heart… a huge tear fell upon the page… like I was in the moment with her… the Spirit of God was there… 

HE remembers clearly that Day… a call, one that only a warrior can hear. A call that shifts His whole personality and focuses his entire being upon the mission in front of him… one who fully understands the cost… if he should faint and grow weary… the Love that flows down from Heaven consumes me…
Here is a warrior, a woman who heard the call and was willing to lay it all upon the Line…
When she came to see the King… she had dressed in her finest… washed and wrapped in royal apparel… Mordecai knew she had been planted in her place for a Purpose… her mouth with Life or death within… ready for war… she had prepared herself… and when the King saw her… the favor upon her was her Shield… she stood in the Gap for her people… and i love that… i love people who are willing to be the one…
i use to think? what if i train and train for the Big day, but it never comes… the Day is approaching and the sound is in the air… Listen! You are born for such a time as this.
i am born for this and so are you… I’m joined as One with God Himself… SUPER- natural and I speak in the tongues of angels. A son of the Living Almighty God.
For we are not wrestling with flesh and blood [contending only with physical opponents], but against the despotisms, against the powers, against [the master spirits who are] the world rulers of this present darkness, against the spirit forces of wickedness in the heavenly (supernatural) sphere.

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